Change

It is everywhere around me right now.  My home, my family, my faith, my body.  It is all in preperation for a sweet boy I can't wait to shower with kisses.  Moving furniture, switching rooms, painting, organizing, seeing my kids excited to meet their new brother, hearing them pray for him, seeing my faith grow as I prepare for his arrival and just because I know I need God more than ever right now.  My body is expanding as he grows and moving from his gymnastics.   Normally I warm up to change, need time to embrace it, but I am jumping in with both feet this time.  I have prayed about this little one for four years. Now is the time God has determined to bring about his will.  10 weeks and I will be staring at another miracle he has placed in my arms to nurture.  Someone he has entrusted to me for such a short time.  I am excited, I am nervous, but I am relying on my God to meet my needs and I know it will be wonderful journey.